Magnifique

I should be getting back to my sejarah, but I decided that updating my blog would probably be more fun.

With all the stress inducing "omg spm is in 6 days" going on, I reckon I have completely lost all train of blogging thought.

I have no clue why Im even still blogging.

I have no clue why you're even reading this.

hello!

Cheers. more later perhaps?

Shut up and put your money where your mouth is

Today probably could have been a really really productive day. But it wasn't especially counting the nap, the facebooking and then abandoning it all to go out at night ( with komsas book in tow ! )

I must finish reading literature and komsas by this weekend! Understand millie?

Had yet another dinner with the relatives, this time being triple the drama and quadruple the stress. I will never understand my family and how they work. Like i said earlier to mei, pretty soon one of us is going to end up throwing something at her. All plans can be ruined in one night, and so it did. Im quite relieved actually. Spares me the stress that was to come from the dinner.

Nothing brings people together better than mumbling profanities.

Will not punch. will not punch. will not punch. will not punch.

Cheers. more later perhaps?

Dancing in my wooden shoes

Its about 10 days to me turning 17 and 12 days to SPM. Holy hell.

I'm technically on track with my self imposed schedule, which I tried out during trials and worked well enough. but the question is, Is it ever enough? Oh come on self confidence, WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU.

Attendance for mantap has been dropping at an astonshing rate, which doesn't really come as a surprise with everyone self declaring study leave. But the really idiotic part about it all is, why are the teachers walking into the classes, seeing the attendance and then lecturing about the poor attendance to the ones that SHOW UP? Totally kills the point no?

Was watching the EMA's just now, loved U2's performance of One which is my fave song from them. Katy Perry is as usual oddly funny, Kanye West was as usual, the butt of everyone's jokes and the opening from KP was highlarious.

It intrigues me just how fast one gets distracted.

I swear I had something to blog about. DAMN YOU MEMORY.

Calm blue blanket tinted white,
One more given chance,
I'll walk, I'll walk,
I'll learn to dance.
Shadow red of a glimmer orange,
Swallowing pride and ego,
How high, How high,
Or maybe just really low.

cheers. more later perhaps?

What else is new? What can I do?

Lets do the "this is what I did today" stuff. Went to watch This Is It with the relatives yesterday and the outing was as all family outings are, ridiculous amounts of stress, lots of arguing and grumbling and a teeny bit of laughing.

I was VERY disappointed with TGV because the screen was definitely too small as the top parts and bottome parts of the film were cut off, leaving like 3 quarters of people's heads when they zoomed in together with missing captions. If it wasn't so late, I would've definitely done a fair share of complaining to the management. But the one good thing was that this audience applauded when the show ended, hence I wasn't the only one this time!

Now lets do the " I'm being discreet about what i'm actually saying so that you have NO clue what I'm talking about " part. Two nights ago, I had a long night which wasn't actually long but involved some difficult topics of conversation that I had to deal with. Since then, I'm still pondering over it but one things for sure, Im set with my mission and this is it. Im going to reboot.

Its tough. Its letting go. But like it was said, I can do this.

Over the past few days, I've gained a deeper appreciation for a particular friend who has stuck it through with me and shown so much concern, I feel undeserving. Time and time again, even after sounding like a broken tape player, she's still listening. I made the right choice to tell you, I am indebted, and I thank you profusely.

Spm is in two weeks. Final stretch baby.

I have less than ten days of actual school days left. Ain't that surreal?

cheers. more later perhaps?

Sunday morning rain is falling

The HELP people came for assembly today to present me the scholarship letter as well as give the school money. Hello choices. Arts or Science?

Sometimes a 4 a.m Booty call is all you need to wake you up ( pun not intended ) and get you to settle your past for the sake of your future.

OOH slap in the face!

cheers. more later perhaps?

He's gonna come round soon

It was just like any other day today. Completely eventless. Hmm.

I watched Bridge to Terabithia just now. God I bawled like there was no tomorrow. i now understand why riyal/fawwaz kept telling me they cried.

I stole my mum's fried rice when she turned around. She didn't realise. I took the whole plate.

While talking about the possibility of going to South Africa, shu may suddenly said : "can you buy me salt? "

Im a daydream believer. Its the nights that haunt me.

cheers. More later perhaps?

Smite that delight

Do you remember the time,
When we walked down the streets,
You held my hand and swept me off my feet,
Its been a long while since then,
Sixteen hits and a single miss,
That lost me my only wish.
HB.
Cheers. More later perhaps?